- ghost stories -

" In ten years' time. I want to live in a house with big windows. I want the house to be large enough to have a kitchen table with four chairs but not too roomy to ever feel the depth of my aloneness, because I'll probably be alone, but I think aloneness won't feel so all-consuming with windows that protect me from the world but still let me watch it." -Maeve Wiley "We hear a lot of promises that things will get better. Maybe they will, maybe they won't. And what I think I've learned, what I wanna say to you is: Whatever happens, keep moving. Get through it. Choose to live. 'Cause, even on the worst days, there are people who love you. There is new music waiting for you to hear, something you haven't seen before that will blow your mind in the best way. Even on the worst day, life is a pretty spectacular thing." - Clay Jensen "Do it. You'll never know unless you do it. You gotta do it, or you'll think about it forever. You...

A comment on a Youtube video called 'songs to make u feel like the main character' (i have asked if it's okay to write it down on my blog and they granted permission). To some, it may seem really spontaneous of me to write this down in my blog, but... to me it just isn't. This person has pointed out some things which I've been reflecting on lately, this whole main/side character thing, and I really encourage you to read it. It may be something that you needed to read sooner, or even now! :) "Hey, I've seen a lot of people commenting on how they're the side character/antagonist and honestly somewhere you are! In someone's story you're the pretty stranger walking by, you're the awkward person waiting for the train, you're the yellow coat that distracts them as they drive past a crowded space. Or maybe you're the witty best friend, the smart person who helped pull their grade up, the person who held their hand as they cried, held them b...

we get sucked in a galaxy  where every single move we make every accumulation of words that we speak is being processed, filtered  examined by the eyes of social media of society. tyler the creator once said 'i'm a fucking walking paradox' and it seems to fit in perfectly, nowadays. society says `i accept you but not quite`. `it's okay to not be okay but hey! don't be sad! stop crying! God, you're so sensitive... but that's a good thing so don't worry!` the thing is, we often talk about society as this one individual person, identity when, in reality, society means us all of us everything we do, or say. so be careful of how you put yourself out there because, at the end of the day you are your own person and you've got your own back.